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Name: mazwani
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Kuala Lumpur
Birthday: 12/24/1983
Gender: Female


Interests: the bf. my girls. reading. futsal. music. food schmoods. writing. photography. shopping. books. good readings. good movies. travelling. sweet nothings. meaningful lyrics.
Expertise: detergents. softeners. soaps. harsh words + sarcasm as a weapon.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 4/11/2005

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Currently Reading
PS, I Love You
By Cecelia Ahern
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so many people to see... but so little time. im sorrrrry  *sigh* i just feel so helpless in this matter right now..

just for the record, i MISS my girls terribly.. kanchymuchy, i miss the bitch in you...no one scolds me like u do..Mel, when am i gonna hear ur gatal bosses story? elina, if ure reading this, WHATEVER happened to u babe?? no stories whatsover since u left last yr.. i miss u terribly ok! well, i am also to be blamed for the lack of communicating efforts  but at least u got to know abt my updates from here!!!

I miss everyone!! I do... my pet sis is leaving d country tmrw nite and i didnt even have the time to see her and give her bday present and bid her farewell!!! sofia, i will try to see u early tmrw morn aite? i really am sorry abt tonite hun..

whatever happened to my TIME??? no kanch, its not the BF, he is away in cyber and he also gets the once-a-week treatment only alrite!! it must be those weddings! i have attended like what, 5 weddings in this month already!! and its only the 3rd of june!!! sheeeeeeeeesh!!!


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Currently Listening
Flowers in the Window
By Travis
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i wish i have the power of Prof Xavier, then i can read minds. anyone's mind for that reason. then my life will be easier, not having to jaga hati everyone else around me. coz it does get tiring ater some time y'know. people who are close to me would understand what my problem really is..  so yeah on a lighter note, X Men III was good. Entertaining, hilarious and story line that i can accept (i cant stand mengarut-doesnt make sense story line) It has more characters and more actions this time. I dunno which exactly is the best among the 3 sequels, coz all of em are quite good in their own way, be it the story line or the actions / characters. But Jean Grey was superrrrrrrr hooottt! Red is so her colour! and her powers...OH dear god, she was close in comparison to God! i mean if there were mutants who have her power around, he/she will be the the 1st mortal God ever! scary thought though....altho the movie was gd, i was dissapointed that they did not feature Arkangel as much as i thought they would. I tell you, i swooned and practically drooled over nik (luckily he layan kan aje my over-ness) everytime he appeared in the film (tho twas very very minimal)..i just realized that i have a thing for man with heavenly bod and errr wings... hahahahah...such a turn on OK, major turn on...i kept squeezing baby's hand everytime he made his appearance..its just something about him and those wings...and err and those jeans that he wears so very low until his love handles was obvious to be seen, obviously  correct my term if its wrong, that pelvic curve u have ala Britney.. those ARE  the love handles rite?? hahaha.. whatever it is, ITS SO HOTT..i actually told baby that i want him to grow wings, ONLY then he can be my perfect man...hahahahaha.. he just gave me his famous WTF look

....and still in the topic of my personal reviews on my recently watched movies..i was soo dissapointed with Da Vincci Code..They changed soooo many things and parts from the book..I mean that was expectable u know since there are no movies that have yet to outdo the original book..i was so looking forward to watch the movie to the extend that  i had butterflies in my stomach while waiting for the movie to start. Macam anticipate nak go for a 1st date OK..turn out, it was a dissapointment! coz i was soooooo into the book, i cudnt let the book down even for a sec! They even changed the ending part! thats a major NO-NO ok..i mean it was supposed to be the highlight of the movie when the truth were revealed.. bosan betul..

speaking of WTF earlier on, there was a member at the gym who signed her initial as WTF  we were laughing our heads off when we saw her intials.. definitely la the WTF stands for a decent name for each alphabet, tapi takkan she doesnt know the famous WTF shortform.. some people... i mean if the elderly people who dont knw the infamous shortform i can understand but she is my age OK. our generation.. i hope she's not reading this blog... or sure she will serang met at gym later..

btw i had a wonderful full day  out wth baby ysterday since it was our both off days. we actually went karaoke in bgsar ktv, just the two of us, melalak to rock kapak songs and oldies..twas fun!! then for dinner and a movie. we met with mike and fuzz after the movie, turned out we were watching the same movie in the same cinema. The irony of it right??  

gtg. csi vegas repeat is up in 5. toodles!


Sunday, May 28, 2006

Currently Listening
In the Closet
By Michael Jackson
Butterflies
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so ive finally finished writing the long awaited resume..sheesh talk abt procrastination..its been over 6 months since i finished studying..damn dashyat ok. im so gonna have a new month resolution (i have planned a new year resolutions list early this year, but obv it failed)..i have to get my life back on track starting this next month. no particular reason for choosing june but i have to start somewhere rite.. my mum was and still right. she told me to take few steps at a time. u cant  expect to finish evthing on ur list in a day. when u are under pressure to finish ur to do list, somehow u'll end up procrastinating even more. i have started slowly on my list. and im making progress. like arranging my wardrobe (due for the last 3 months), i was getting an eye sore from the ever so mounting amount of folded clothes on my xtra bed. so i fnally got that sorted out. funny how before i am quick to finish and complete my chores asap but lately ive been so lazy until the smallest thing turn into the biggest thing ever.. than i became lazier coz tak tahan to do more work..pathethic rite?

so i just came across this bday thing u post up in ur blog or myspace or whrever u feel like and i just cant help to feel that its so so so true! i mean right to every point OK! (ok ya'll gonna think i mcm bagus) but i know my frens who know me better will agree with moi! haa!

Your Birthdate: December 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.
A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.
You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.
You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

Your strength: Your devotion

Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness

Your power color: Lilac

Your power symbol: Heart

Your power month: June

Reliance on others for happiness? TOLONGGGG SIKEET! Putting other's happiness before mine is more like it. I am only happy and content when others around me are happy. and thats my biggest problem every single time. at the end, no one makes me happy. and im left unhappy. haha. karuts.. power month June? good la. coz i plan to be reborn in june

latest updates : Nain's bday thing in Delicious went well, went for AIM 2006 coz my uncle gave me and a few frens the VIP seats and Afterpartay invites, went for Grease the Musical (check the Queen's page for elaborated details and piccies - im damn malas to comment and post pics- heh), i have reincarnated my friendship with a very dear fren of mine , and nurul is getting ENGAGED next mnth!! wooo the hoooo... the sweetest couple of all couples actually made their engagement invitation by themselves from scratch! how sweeet is that? *sigh* her love story is like a fairytale, i swear im green with envy..

guess i'll be very bz jobhunting and applying wherever that accept an old fresh-grad like moi. haha old-fresh? what the F? as for now, i just wanna seee NIK..seeing him once a week has obv makes us closer and deepened the love, as the saying goes "absence makes the heart goes fonder" but it def comes with a price..*sigh* we both get angry and pissed off at each other for no reasons..he justifies it by saying that we tend to lash or pick at other things that's not related or relevant in the fight as a way to express our missing and longing for each other.. thats US nowdays. fight like crazy the whole week then wen we see each other that one day in a week we act as though we havent seen each other in years  ni baru half an hr apart, imagine if we are in a long distance rship!  can die man. i miss you baby, cant wait to see u this tues! mr deft tones here he comes!! hahaha.


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

same ol same ol... hohum

i knw i have not been updating for the longest time ever. i dun have any new interesting updates anyways. sorry ina, i know ure always checking my page. i will try to update as often as possible aite? i miss you alot cuz. how long have we not met? A year? Thats baaaad ok dear.. we shud, we shall, we will OK?

AND im still stucked in the hole. after the Resume writing 101 with azid in janda baik the other day, i ended up procrastinating even more now that i knw the real way of writing a resume. its a bit more complicated compare the typical common resume ones. and u have to think more. u have to sell urself in papers. its the first step in entering the working world. its the employee's first clue of you, therefore first impression matters the most. i find it difficult to express urselves in words. the new way of writing resume differs so much with the one that i was taught in Uni. i have to take azid's words, he has been a recruiter with exxonmobil before. definitely have to take that man's word OK! nways, when i foresee something difficult to do, i procrastinate. what else? thats moi. i always run away from admitting or doing things that i dont like. baby's sed im in comfort zone. thats why i refuse to write the resume and start applying for jobs. its coming up to 5 months that ive been procrastinating. i dun wanna start working yet. i just dont want to face all that commitment and routine life kinda thing....YET. but i know i have to. i cant afford to delay time anymore

i miss baby. wish he's here with me now. i have been sick to the bones for the past few days. he's been such a sweetie to drive back all the way fr putrajaya to see me and send me medicine for like 30 min b4 rushing back to cyber. his work commitment is huge. i just have to undrstand that.

got loadsa pics to put up but i am seriously malas. pics fr janda baik (twas a hell of a gd trip, read ayu's pg for more info), ayu's bro's wedding, pgl musical, actorlymphics and such.. i know all was backdated but its for updates sake.

actually come to think of it, im so malas with every single thing now..to do my resume, cleaning up my room, meeting up with people (major malas) and finding jobs..

i gotta change....PRONTO!

oklah i cant help it. here's a few piccies of my latest activities.

                                       
                                   our recent pic

                                

                                
                                 no Mangga caption pls!


the water current was deadly


the theme was yellow fever


belle's of the balls.


abu's wedding


with Tiara at PGL the musical. (she got distracted apparently  )


the better looking sister and moi at PGL the musical


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Currently Listening
In My Memory
By DJ Tiƫsto
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NO JUSTICE AT ALL..

yes yes so ive heard..

u ppl dont have to flaunt it in my face or through ur nicely snapped piccies!

tiesto was the BOMB. hate it hate it!

......thankgod i managed to get in to see him in zouk last 2 yrs or not sure i damn rugi to the maxxxxx!

oh well unless a wallet fairy came and sprinkled some magical dust on my empty wallet then i could have been there with kanch and the rest last nite raving to mr tiesto's infamous 'traffic'. sigh..



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